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AHHHHHHHHHHH I hate feeling like I'm nobody!!! I go on a diet and try to look pretty for my bf but he doesn't comment on my clothes very much so it makes me feel bad. I try to look pretty for him but I dunno it's not working. He says I'm beautiful which makes me feel good=) But off the topic lol yea I go on a diet and gain weight man it sucks big then I feel so bad I eat a lil more then try and jog the next day. Gosh I am horrible...ahhhh I needa start feeling better about myself cuz I have a problem. I'm just having a horrible nite rite now...maybe cuz I miss my bf. I dunno but I should go to sleep cuz it's late and I have to wake up early to excerise. I'm gonna go on my diet and stay hopefully cuz being fat sucks big. I can do this man I'm so lame for writing this down.....